Chapter 1
The Drop
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The fluorescent lights of the "Last Stop" Laundromat didn't just buzz; they screamed. To Jamie, the sound was like a drill pressing directly into his temple, syncing with the violent tremors rattling his bones.
He sat cross-legged on top of a heavy-duty dryer in the far corner, knees pulled to his chest. He was soaking wet. His ceremonial suit—white silk embroidered with the crest of the River-Rock Pack—was ruined, stained with mud and plastered to his shivering skin.
It was 2:00 AM. Outside, the rain lashed against the plate-glass windows in sheets, blurring the world into streaks of gray and black. Inside, it smelled of bleach, stale dryer sheets, and Jamie’s own misery.
He was going through "The Drop."
It was a biological crash. When a fated mate bond snapped, the body panicked. The endorphins crashed, the immune system went haywire, and the temperature spiked. It felt like his veins were filled with broken glass.
Jamie squeezed his eyes shut, trying to block out the memory of the ceremony. The Alpha Heir’s eyes, cold and unyielding. The public declaration in front of the Elders. *“I reject this bond. He is too weak to carry the line.”*
The Alpha had clawed over the mating gland on Jamie’s neck—a ritual scarring to nullify the connection. The wound throbbed now, hot and angry, leaking a scent that was sour and wrong.
Jamie fumbled for his phone with shaking hands. He needed to call someone. Maybe not his parents—they would be humiliated—but maybe Lessa. She wouldn't care about the politics.
His fingers were numb. The phone slipped from his grip, tumbling off the edge of the dryer. It hit the linoleum floor with a sickening crunch.
Jamie stared down at it. The screen was a spiderweb of cracks, the light flickering once before dying.
A sob caught in his throat, but it came out as a dry, hacking cough. He was severed. Disconnected. There was no signal, no bond, no pack.
He curled tighter into himself, rocking back and forth on the vibrating machine. The heat radiating from the dryer was the only thing keeping the hypothermia at bay, but the fever burning him from the inside was far worse. He was going to die here, next to a vending machine selling stale crackers, and the saddest part was that he wasn't sure he minded.