Chapter 1
The Glass Tower
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The silence of the penthouse wasn't peaceful; it was expensive. It was the kind of vacuum-sealed quiet that cost twenty million dollars, hovering fifty floors above the smog and desperate noise of Los Angeles.
Jaxson "Jax" Cole sat on the edge of his sprawling Italian leather sofa, staring at a smudge on the glass coffee table. The smudge was a ring left by a sweating glass of vodka, abandoned by some model whose name he couldn’t remember. She had left an hour ago. Or maybe two. Time was a slippery concept when you hadn’t slept in three days.
He rubbed his face, feeling the grit of exhaustion in his eyes. He was twenty-four years old, the biggest pop idol on the planet, and he felt like a hollowed-out husk of a person.
The elevator chimed softly.
Jax stiffened, the reflex of a man used to being hunted by cameras. But it wasn't a paparazzo. It was the service elevator.
A young woman walked in. She was wearing a grey uniform that rendered her nearly invisible against the slate floors and chrome walls. She carried a cleaning caddy.
Maya. That was her name. Maya Lin. She had been his housekeeper for six months, and he knew almost nothing about her other than the fact that she folded his t-shirts with military precision and never sold stories to *TMZ*.
"Sir?" Maya’s voice was soft, hesitant. "I didn't realize you were still up. I can come back later."
Jax looked at her. She had her hair pulled back in a severe bun. Her eyes were lowered, avoiding his gaze. She treated him like a volatile explosive that might go off at any second.
"It's fine," Jax slurred slightly, the alcohol from the night before still humming in his blood. "Just clean around me. Everyone else left."
Maya nodded and moved to the kitchen island, which was littered with empty champagne bottles and half-eaten catering trays. She began to work, the clink of glass against glass the only sound in the cavernous room.
Jax watched her. The rhythmic movement of her hands was irritating. It was too normal. Too mundane. It reminded him that while she would go home to a life—whatever that looked like—he was stuck here in this museum of a home.
"You're late," Jax snapped. He didn't mean to be cruel, but the words tasted like bile, and he needed to spit them out.
Maya paused, a half-empty bottle in her hand. "The agency schedule had me down for 10:00 AM, sir. It's 10:05."
"You're boring, Maya," Jax muttered, lying back on the sofa and throwing his arm over his eyes. "This whole place is boring. You. The cleaning. The quiet. It’s all just... static."
He heard her intake of breath. A small, sharp sound.
"I'm sorry you feel that way, sir," she said, her voice devoid of emotion. "I'll try to be quieter."
"Just finish," Jax groaned. "And close the blinds. The sun is giving me a migraine."
He heard the electronic whir of the blinds descending, plunging the room into artificial twilight. He heard the soft *swish* of her broom.
And then, he drifted. The darkness of the penthouse seemed to expand, swallowing him whole. He wished, with a sudden, desperate pang in his chest, for something real. Not the adoration of millions, not the money, not the endless party. Just something that didn't feel like a performance.
The darkness pulled him down, heavy and cold.
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